Aug 10, 2011

See through

Ring up my mom today and she tells me some unhappy news about my grandpa. Grandpa is old and not feeling well, I’m sad but this is human life. Everybody will old and need to go through, sad to see-ing him to have the medicine and suffering from his illness. I love my grandpa so much, I already lost 1 grandpa that I haven’t told him how much I miss him right now, don’t wish to lost him too. Ring my grandpa today and I heard his voice, I know he is very suffering but he still can tell me that he is alright and fine. I miss him so much right now, wish I can see him and talk to him. I want to hug him tightly. I’m told my grandpa that he must wait for me to come back and take good care of himself. He pamper  me since I was kids, he bring me to school while all my friends was jealous because I have a grandpa who sent me to school , he give me a lots of pocket money to buy the things that I like. He bring me to all the places that I never went before and a lots of things. Wish I can do all of this back to him. I want to bring him go out and having breakfast with me in every morning (this is his favorite things) ,I want to bring him to travel around the worlds with me and a lots of things that I haven’t done yet. So grandpa, you must wait for me to come back. Don’t be so selfish and leave grandma, your children and us, (your granddaughter /son) alone!!! Think of all of us first, if you want to do something foolish. I can understand his feeling and how he suffering right now but this is not a decision that will make us happy, my dear grandpa. You need to fight back the illness and all of us will support you and help you to fight back the illness. Don’t take our grandpa away from us. So, please let my grandpa have a healthy life as always J
I miss my beloved family , my grandpa @ my grandma much right now. Take good care.
P/L : Appreciate the people and things that you have right now before you lose it someday and regret. I done too much of things that make me regret before and now I will cherish everything that I have and hold it tightly J

LOVE CARINE