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Merry Christmas

2012-01-10T17:00:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone and my beloved ones.I'm know I'm late on this post but as long I keep my blog updated so my friends and visitors just can continue to see all those photos and blog that I been wrote it on :)

How do u guys spend the very special day on Christmas ? As for me,I went down to Gold Coast and Surfers Paradise to celebrate it.

And I get hubby a Gucci belt as a Christmas present.

Home Sweet Home

2012-01-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

Just a simple pictures with the house I'm staying right now.

Double 'C' again

2011-12-04T17:48:00.000+08:00

I just get another pair of double 'C' earrings again between one month !!! Wanted to have it so badly and can't control when I'm step into the boutique and finally bring it back with me and guess that I'm totally over spend on this month.So,Christmas is coming soon..I'll think I'm going to have a long list and sent it to Santa :)

Is excited waiting for Christmas and Boxing Day to arrived ! Once again,I'll have a lots of things to bring it home with me ♥

Louis Vuitton

2011-11-22T20:06:00.001+08:00

Damage done in 10 minutes. Girls just can't control and keep on spending and this is one of the item in my wish lists that I want to buy it so badly and now I get it home with me. Guess that I just complete all the things that I want for the wish lists or maybe I just need to set a new target and bring them home with me again :)

New Chanel

2011-11-22T19:04:00.002+08:00

It's so hard not to buy anything everytime I browse the boutique and now I bought a pair of double "C" earrings :)

I love the gift box so much. hoho

Going to collect all the double "C" earrings and it gonna cost me a BOMB :)

5-11-1989

2011-11-22T17:58:00.001+08:00

My birthday is on last week,so hubby and I decided went to Townsville for walk and shop.And guess what I have on birthday present.Is a MacBook Pro :)

Thanks Hubby for the present which is I want it so badly in my wish list ♥

I'm still loving you

2011-09-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

2011-09-19T19:03:00.001+08:00

Hi September,time really pass-ing so fast.It's been September and another few month my birthday is coming soon,and not to forgotten my SYDNEY trip this year end ! Sounds excited and I'm waiting for it ! Hope everything goes well as plan.Neglected the blog so long just because I didn't have internet access over here. Love to blog but this recently the life that I have just same and nothing to blog about it. Oh yeah, just to mention that I love TWITTER much … been follow some profile over there and I just realize that they inspire me with a lot of Quotes, Wisdom, Life, Love, Fact, Reality & Motivation.

→You don’t know how much someone means to you until they leave and you realize how much you miss them.

→I’m fighting back emotions that I’ve never fought before because I’m not supposed to love you anymore.

→It’s not hard to move on, it’s just hard to leave behind what you’re not supposed to bring along.

→It’s not letting go that hurts. What hurt is knowing you’ll never have him ever again.

→I hate seeing you again, because you bring back the feeling I tried so hard to forget.

Okay, seems like I mix my feelings again everytime when I’m think of something between you and me although it’s been few years until now. Getting you out of my head is a different story although head says no but heart says goes! My heart knows me better than I thought .

Sometimes I have to realize that certain people stay in my hearts… but not in my lives. Admit the truth is letting you goes was my biggest mistakes but everything was worthwhile until today. Moving on is not about never looking back. It is taking a glance at yesterday and seeing how much you’ve grown since then. Regretting doesn’t change anything . Make up for the past by creating a better future. MOVE ON,MOVE UP !

IF

2011-08-23T16:11:00.000+08:00

Found this MV in youtube and it's nice, just to share :)

Must Have Lists

2011-08-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

Feel like wanna blog but with an empty mind .. oh yeah,actually I have a lists that I need to get it in this year.

I Phone 5

Panasonic Lumix GF-3

IPAD 3

LongChamp

Louis Vuitton

Going to get them all in few more month !!! Excited till the max ♥

2011-08-10T14:24:00.000+08:00

Going to make my future and life in colorful way like I want ♥

INK GIRL

2011-08-10T13:36:00.001+08:00

Consider and consider and last I decided to get a tattoo .. next post and more pictures will coming up :)

See through

2011-08-10T12:58:00.003+08:00

Ring up my mom today and she tells me some unhappy news about my grandpa. Grandpa is old and not feeling well, I’m sad but this is human life. Everybody will old and need to go through, sad to see-ing him to have the medicine and suffering from his illness. I love my grandpa so much, I already lost 1 grandpa that I haven’t told him how much I miss him right now, don’t wish to lost him too. Ring my grandpa today and I heard his voice, I know he is very suffering but he still can tell me that he is alright and fine. I miss him so much right now, wish I can see him and talk to him. I want to hug him tightly. I’m told my grandpa that he must wait for me to come back and take good care of himself. He pamper me since I was kids, he bring me to school while all my friends was jealous because I have a grandpa who sent me to school , he give me a lots of pocket money to buy the things that I like. He bring me to all the places that I never went before and a lots of things. Wish I can do all of this back to him. I want to bring him go out and having breakfast with me in every morning (this is his favorite things) ,I want to bring him to travel around the worlds with me and a lots of things that I haven’t done yet. So grandpa, you must wait for me to come back. Don’t be so selfish and leave grandma, your children and us, (your granddaughter /son) alone!!! Think of all of us first, if you want to do something foolish. I can understand his feeling and how he suffering right now but this is not a decision that will make us happy, my dear grandpa. You need to fight back the illness and all of us will support you and help you to fight back the illness. Don’t take our grandpa away from us. So, please let my grandpa have a healthy life as always J

I miss my beloved family , my grandpa @ my grandma much right now. Take good care.

P/L : Appreciate the people and things that you have right now before you lose it someday and regret. I done too much of things that make me regret before and now I will cherish everything that I have and hold it tightly J

LOVE CARINE

Hugs and Kisses

2011-08-07T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hubby , wish u know what I’m blogging for these years .. Wish u know what I’m thinking everytime when I blog. Is your birthday today, so sorry that we couldn’t celebrate like we used to celebrate it on every years from the first time you meet me until now. On this special day,we didn’t have a birthday cake, candle light dinner , a present and friends to celebrate with you but just want you to know that YOU ARE THE BEST FOR ME NOW,ALWAYS AND FOREVER. Although we been through a lots of things , but nothing gonna change and break it.

Happy Birthday Hubby. Work hard for our future and create our own rainbow after all the things we been went through J

2011-08-03T18:49:00.001+08:00

Hey readers, been stop blogging for some month just because I been shifted to a new place for 3 month and it’s hard for me to get internet access over here. Anyway I just try my best to keep my blog alive and blog often as I promised.

Well, I have a lots of things to blog but I’m lazy to write it coz it happen in a month and now I need to blog all of them! I think I will just blog what happen in month of August. I have a bad thing and good things that happen on this recently. The good thing is my hubby birthday on next week and the bad things is my work is not running smoothly! Feel so sad. I always have a lots problem with the jobs, guess this is what we called politics, really feel tired and sometimes I think gives up and end it is the best solution to makes me happy like I used to be.

Okie, I’m going to skip the part of my jobs stories..Share some happy news..I’m going to Sydney on this December. Woohoooooo, I’m going to celebrate my New Year Eve on there. Excited till max. Is searching and booking a air-ticket and place to visit !!! I need to work hard on this 3month for Sydney trip and my goals J

Anyway,I have a last real good news to shared out !!! I’m coming home on year 2013 !!! This is the most happy things in my life. Swear this is true, final decision is on 2013 !!! I’ coming home, coming home , tell the world I’m coming home J

2011-07-04T22:35:00.001+08:00

Wow,is real amazing !!! Going to have this when I have a house :)

Byron Bay

2011-07-03T23:55:00.001+08:00

Yeah,as a promise.Hubby bring me up to Byron Bay which located in New South Wales.I just took a 4 hours nap on yesterday night and we wake up in early of the morning to start our journey with friends.It took 2 hours to reach the places just because we were in Queensland and it located at New South Wales,so is different states.Australia is such a big country.It needs hour to reach a places ! There were no roads everywhere but everywhere was a highway in Australia.

There are more photos in my facebook album.Feel free to view over there just because I can't upload it every single of them,that lots.Was busy the whole day..It's time to going to bed.Done with my facebook and blogger update.Going to update more just because 2 more days , I'm shift-ing to another places.No internet and wi-fi for me over there for 3 month !!! So,I need to pack all my things , luggage and etc .. Too rush for me but no choice and I'm going to miss everything over here.So,stay tuned :)

2011-06-28T23:01:00.002+08:00

I just realize that I fall in love with all the song he sing.It's really touching and it just simply express my feeling.

Kenji Wu :)

Gold Coast

2011-06-28T22:17:00.001+08:00

Harbour Town is the place I spend a lots of my money in shoes ! Sigh,I loves all the shoes over here.Nice,simple and I just loves it.

I miss my bowling game anyway

Just a simple day with Hubby :)

SkyPoint

2011-06-28T21:41:00.000+08:00

We went to Gold Coast on last week and I decided to visit SkyPoint,one of the world's tallest residential towers takes you to the highest point above the Gold Coast and offers spectacular 360 degree views from the surf to the hinterland and beyond. Rising 230m into the sky, SkyPoint is located on Level 77 & 78 of the iconic in southern Surfers Paradise.

The view from 1st floor till we arrived on 77th floor !!! Totally awesome :)

EMO

2011-06-19T17:09:00.001+08:00

Time passing so fast..Okie,I'm crying like a baby right now just because I have a lots of trouble that I can't solve it by myself.Full of stress everyday,every second and minute.Sitting in front of lappie and all I know is drop the tears.Sigh,I know it won't help anything but nothing I can do except cry ! Sounds so useless,I know.Why my life is so down ? Just because of the value of money,I'm coming here but I didn't thought that this is totally not an easy to earn it just because I can't manage my job well,the answer is no.I manage to handle it well while I'm satisfied with it and enjoy much.But another life of mine is not running smoothly,should I end it ? Thousand of memories spinning in my mind when I closed my mind but what happen to us this recently ? Forget all those words that we been promises to each others and both of us is unhappy :(

2011-06-15T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hey,back with short post :)

The dream and desire inside me ,is getting nearer.Is working hard to get what I want for myself on this few years.Guess that all upcoming post should be the stories about my dream just because I'm in overseas right now to pursue what I want for my life , hahas ... * evil laugh *

Is going to heading up to Queensland in two weeks from now for 5month over there.Going to miss Brisbane badly just because it's was totally an awesome places that I ever visit.

I need to hit RM100 thousand in this year end , so Stresssssss when I'm think about it just because I'm big spender but I totally understand what I want and how to save , so no worries ..

Going to bed soon,guess that this week going to be a busy week again ! Will blog often .
L.O.V.E CARINE

2011-06-12T19:56:00.000+08:00

Be a man with your own decision.Sorry,not this time.Changes been given to you is more than enough.It's wakes me up where I should stop and no further step I should takes.You can't make the same mistake twice. The second time you make it, it's no longer a mistake. It's a choice.

There's not much more to discuss. There's you and me but there's no us.

Sick baby

2011-06-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

Okie,the season right now was WINTER .. guess everybody in my country loves Winter just because in Malaysian have four season and it was summer,summer,summer and SUMMER .. Miss the hotnesss.

Heater been turned on 24hours ,weather is cold and temperature is between 6 to 11 Celsius on everyday.Seriously,and I need to work in the cold room everyday and now I get flu,cough and sore throat !!! Everybody around me was sick .. Hate this,and I need to takes a lots of medicine.Going to have a rest right now.Good Night world :)

Australia Zoo

2011-06-08T18:56:00.001+08:00

Yeah,we are having a day off since last 2 weeks ago,if I'm not wrong.. Hubby promise bring me to zoo that I'm in love with since few month ago but tooo bad two of us was busy on work everyday without day off and finally we get one day off .. So,we decide to hit Australia Zoo which in Beerwah and all those memories with Steve Irwin

Steve Irwin tribute

Huge Crocodile :)

Lovely Camel behind me

Arghhhhh,he is so in love with the kangaroos

Visit elephant and surprises because of the Indian temple

Did u guys saw whats that ? Is a large and big huge snake .. my zodiac,I'm a snake woman.better watch up with me :)

Koalas bear all around ..they are cute <3

All those photos and memories with the warm of the heart .. I miss him much :)

Is Steve Irwin

Anyone ?? Ride with me ?

More photos in my facebook and it was like hundred photos been upload in there .. Good place with the environment and fresh air,totally is a must to visit Australia Zoo if u guys drop over here . All those Steve Irwin memories and I love to visit it again :)

Happy 3RD Years Anniversary

2011-05-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

Seriously,I need to update more often on my blogger but I just have no enough time to blog about my daily life like I used to blog before. Just because the job schedule that I'm having now,going to work when people is having a sweet dream on bed and sleep when people is still working..Well,4/5/2008 is the date that I start to fell into a relationship with my hubby..Time pass so fast,we have been together for 3years and nothing change although sometimes we were in different way and opinion. Appreciated everything that we have been through till today.Relationship is not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

Wives are for sharing with,

Dreaming dreams and caring with
spending time with,
chatting to,
Making plans with,
Hoping they come true...
Holding hands with, hugging, kissing
Laughing with and reminiscing.....
Working with to see things through,
and loving
Just like I LOVE YOU

HAPPY 3RD YEARS ANNIVERSARY

I got my Anniversary present although on that day both of us still need to work like hell .

Porte Valeurs Organizer C.C.Damier

Insolite Mono. Armagnac

Much more blog to update. STAY TUNED !

Work and earn

2011-05-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

Been busy working and I have no extra time for my daily things included my blogger.. Work,work and works but means nothing to me,feels so empty this recently..What happen to me ?

The fact is I need money,(everybody needs that to survive) that why I been here right now to work ,earn and pursue my dream.Feels so jealous sometimes,why all my friends can work so happy with no trouble and problem but I can't ? I want to be happy too .. Do I deserve the best things in my life ? Tired to pretend that I'm fine everytime I need somebody there. Without money,I can't have the things I want,I can't get my dream to be true but with money and life that I have now,I'm unhappy ..

Sometimes I wish I could look into the future and see if the tears and unhappiness are worth in the end...

If you think you can't,you won't.Not because you actually can't,but because you've already convinced yourself you can't.Hope all that I'm doing now is worth till the end and I get what I want in my list.Twitter just twit all those words I can't spoke it out ♥ (my heart words) Crying is not a sign of weakness, it shows that I been so strong for too long until now.EMO right now,guess that I will be alright after tomorrow.

GOOD NIGHT,SWEET DREAM ♥

Love You, MOMMIEEE ♥

2011-05-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

To wish every mom in this world,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ... As usual,can't celebrate together with my mom and family because in overseas for years but I have a big red envelope with $ for her :)

If I could give you diamonds

for each tear you cried

if I could five you sapphires

for each truth you've helped me see.

If I could give you rubies

for the heartache that you've known

If I could give you pearls

for the wisdom that you've shown.

Then you'll have a treasure, mother,

that would mount up to the skies

That would almost match

the sparkle in your kind and loving eyes.

But I have no pearls, no diamonds,

As I'm sure you're well aware

So I'll give you gifts more precious

My devotion, love and care.

You're the best mom Diana Seow , I Love You

Empty promises

2011-04-29T16:42:00.000+08:00

Yeah,my 3RD years Anniversary is coming soon and I celebrate it on every years ... but not in this year just because we were in wrong places and time,I guess.I think is every women dream to celebrate it on any anniversary in one relationship and which this means a lots to me but everything just turn into empty promises..

No present exchange and candle dinner on this year,what a meaningless anniversary and I think I still need to work on that day .. totally disappointed .. This month was totally a busy month for me,I really didn't have time for internet even though my own things.Just back from home,sleeep and work again on tomorrow.what a lifeless!! CONTINUE SOON . stay tuned

Short post

2011-04-06T15:55:00.000+08:00

Everyday,busy with work and day off is a rest day as usual.Nothing much to blog,just to keep my blog alive..

Finally,I get my magazines and lens <3

Thanks Julie from Taiwan and Mavis to get me the lens.. arghhhhh,touching ! This is the hard things to get the most in Australia.At here,they didn't sell lens on Pwr :0.00 and I need it under Pwr :0.00.Next month was my 3rd Years anniversary with boyfie.Happy 3rd Years Anniversary Hubbiee.Time pass so fast and we have been together for 3years.More post to come about my anniversary.Is still thinking what present is the best for him right now ??? Sorry for the short post,was not in mood to blog on this few weeks..is busy work,works and works..There is a "lie" in believe, "over" in lover, "end" in friend, "us" in trust, "ex" in "next" and "if" in life.What would I be,if I wouldn't be with you ? Fate !

~ STAY TUNED ~

Happy April Fool's

2011-04-01T16:21:00.000+08:00

Wake up in the middle of the night and need to prepare to works.This week,was a busy weeks..always goes with 8 to 10hours shift.Today,when I wake up..give my mom a call and pranked her with all those bull shit ! She was shocked and I'm telling her is April Fool,she just scolded me and say I'm the first one who fool her !!! Hahahaha ..

Share something with everyone,it's just catch my attention to see it but the song is totally different when I saw it at my facebook .. Fall in love with this ! Really nice :)

Sorry,just a short post for now because this whole weeks seem is busy with mua works and nothing to blog about.Works and home everyday ! Yey,I'm excited for tomorrow because I'm going to get my magazines from Taiwan tomorrow ! Thanks Julie my Taiwan friend who bought it for me . Much ♡ℒℴve

Happy-ing

2011-03-27T09:10:00.000+08:00

Have a good news that happen on me.Feel so blessed and happy.Is happy because something changed and they realized I'm the person that they want..I'm the confident girls with all the things I want :)

Background

2011-03-24T18:16:00.000+08:00

Just suddenly makes me wanna wrote about my background and family stories..Well,heart-talk with no harm :)
I have 4 siblings thats included me.2 sister and 1 brother,I'm the eldest.I'm not from rich family.Since from childhood,I wish that I was born rich family that can give me everything but I was born in a family that income is not so stable and my parents didn't have their own properties..I still remember every times when we need a transport for family outing,we need to borrow the car from relatives.It's sad see-ing both of my parents in this way although I think I just 11 years old.All my friends have a car to school while I need to go by bus since I'm 7 years old.The house that we stay was my grandpa house.My family didn't have a home and car as a transport.
Still remember my mom used to walk to market to buy us daily things and groceries.Hard life isn't it ? My friends get everything they want but I know I can't make a request from my family because we are not from the good well family.My mom works as a promoter to support our family and I understand her well although I never talk to her how much I love the family.Soon,my parents divorced due to my father..because a man married a women should be responsibility to a family but all of us didn't get that and he just making it worst.Once change was given to you,you need to treasure it much or else it gonna end with divorced just because you don't know how was the way to give us happiness.Well,I just skip this part of my dad responsibilities because I don't wish to mention over here what he have done to all of us.Relatives looks down on us just because we are poor.We can't get everything that we need to have as a child and now.I can't go to college and study my favorite subject,I can't stay together with my younger sister,I can't have everything like others girl is having right now but I never blamed on anyone.Just telling myself to work hard and think in mature way no matter what am I doing.No matter how hard our road,my mom is always there for us..No matter how people looks down on us and talks about us,she is still strong to protect us.My family is making me more stronger which I WAS NOW.To give them a better life,to show to others that look down on us,to pursue my dream..I need to work hard to get it all back.Dad,just to say that although I hate you before deep in my heart,how cruel you to us.Just broke us apart and you didn't done a responsibilities as a dad should do and sis need to staying in KL just because mom can't afford to support all of us and I need to far apart with my sis and I didn't have a perfect family like others people used to have.. but the moment I know what things going and eventually,seriously no matter what you did in the past..you still my dad and he just tell me that he is regret for all this.Do you know,the most hardest and sad is mom !!But I know my mom is a strong person that I'm,myself is proud of her.She just try everything to support and protect us no matter whats going on.I feel so blessed to have her as a mom ! SEOW SOO CHIENG ♥

Now,all of my brother and sis is growing up...they just know what they doing especially my brother.I'm so proud on him too..Although he just 16 years old,but I swear I never talk to people who have mind thinking is so matured.He just know when to kidding and matured.I loves my younger sis much,is willing to do anything for her just because I feel so sad and sorry that she couldn't stay with us as a family.I want to apologize to her and sorry..seriously,is going to EMO whenever thinking all of this and I seldom tell people about my family background just because I doesn't want to remind the past..Past is history and tomorrow is going to be a better day.EMO SHIT right now just because I blog about my family history..Just a way to express my feeling after read a blog from my second sis.Need to tell you that family stay together no matter what happen,sometimes you just hurt their feeling with words and act just we didn't realized it.Once words are spoken,it gonna takes time to heal it.

To my precious mom ,

Mom, you're a wonderful mother,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.

You're patient when I'm foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you can do most anything;
You're the master of every task.You're a dependable source of comfort;
You're my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.

I love you more than you know;
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers,
You'd be the one I'd select!

I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm alive. I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm thankful.To my family,I loves them as much as I lurves myself :)

2011-03-22T16:46:00.004+08:00

going to be a short post before I off,want to blog but with empty mind.So,guess that this blog will be a random post again.Hit Ikea and Harbour Town Shopping Centre on last week.Get something at there.I just have things to buy and need whenever I shop around,gosh .. How to save and pursue my dream ? Feel like going to smash myself sometimes.Can't control and totally forget everything when I was in shopping.Going to post more photos tomorrow.Is working 12 hours tomorrow,need to go to bed right now because need to wake up in the middle of night.Stay Tuned for those photos and next blog .

PURSUE

2011-03-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

I think this is a good time to focus on my future dream.Arghhhhhh,is been a while I just plan to open a small boutique of mine but never have a serious think and plan for it.What is the key to success when you want to built your own business and make sure its will keep going up ??? Where my passion?I am so sad.What I'm doing now its like,are all of this is for my dream that I want for it?I want to do things related to fashion,styling,make up,that's what I love and wanted to do the most.Seriously.If all of this going smooth as I plan,I really would be happier..The most happier things in my life.I want to impress my appearance and personality to others..Still work hard to get it.Need to count all the expenses that I need to spend on a boutique.Renovation,wardrobe,accessories,and etc .. Does RM50,000 can start a small boutique business ? Stresss-ing because I want to earn the amount as soon as possible and back to my plan and start pursue it.I doesn't want to stay at here anymore.. *sob sob*

Warm Wishes

2011-03-20T18:34:00.002+08:00

Just a simple chat over facebook on yesterday and heard you getting married in this year .. Congrats for your wedding and finally you find your partner of the life .. A truly and sincerely warm wished from my heart to you

Chef Beh

2011-03-19T22:26:00.001+08:00

Hubby is cooking everyday ,and this post supposed to be I'm the chef but end up with him cook it again.Because he didn't have confident on me and I didn't have confident on myself too.*smile*

So,*tadaa* .. pictures was snap by me while he cooking and I'm the boss just to wait the food to been served :)

the menu of the day : Black prawn

the so called of the dish *Black Prawn*

And I feel so blessed because he wash the dish after we finish our dinner.. He cook and done all the daily things..THANKS my Chef Beh .

touch-ing

2011-03-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

Hey readers,I saw this link in facebook and I thought it was another Japan news again because this recently a lots of news about Japan..But too many people share it,so it just get my attention to click and play it. Okie,this is a must..no doubts,thumbs up and I ¢яу and drop my tears non-stop..I think even my boyfie .He just saw me cry and tell me to stop it ..maybe he is going to cry too *haha*

Worth to cry for this MV.. i think I start to love dogs..Thinking to get a dogs as a pet to kill my time,because I just love hamster so far until now..So,I got new hobbies now ...

Hope u guys enjoy it.It's worth to cry .. PROMISE :)

It just touch my hearts and feeling and I'm the ones who loves to cry on drama ,movies or any song that can bring me back to memories.
ATTN : ~~pls off / mute my music playlists before u guys watch it ..~~

WEEKEND SHOPPING

2011-03-13T11:28:00.001+08:00

CLINIQUE

Just have a great shopping weekend with my friends on yesterday at Brisbane City .. The motif we going there just to kill our time with shop around without spending over our limit and budget.But who know,we are girls and girls are shopaholic and loves to shop around and buy.And I just can't control myself and bought a new skincare again ,fact is I still have a lots skin products that I haven't use it... And planning to buy some new whitening product for myself because I have a real tan skin after coming back from Gold Coast,but ended up with Clinique products again.. *geeeeeee*

Bought some clothes and skin care on yesterday .. We just walks in to Louis Vuitton shop to have a looks and I got my new target and the same times I got my Burberry target too.. Means that,this years I'm going to have 2 new target which I need to success to get them back home.. hahahaha .. Gosh,I need to cut down all those expenses actually but then just to reward myself that work so hard on everyday..going to be continued with the pictures of the handbag that I wanted so badly ! STAY TUNED

Drama-ing

2011-03-08T16:30:00.033+08:00

Just to share those drama that I been watching and catching this lately .. Is totally awesome and not to mention about it,I cry like a baby in 24 hours because of all those dramas.. Nice and thumbs up for all those movie.Romance and sad love story were all inside those.Should have a watch if u guys were same like me..loves romance and sad stories.

PS Man

Sharp man's wife

Because of you

Summer's Desire

Wet 'n' Wild

2011-03-06T12:53:00.005+08:00

Welcome to Wet 'n' Wild theme park.Is our day off and weather was sunny on that day.So,we decided to have a swim under a hot sun !!! Excited to going and play all those games.We choose Sunday and it totally wrong just because we need to queue 30minutes even more for every single thrill rides.Like million people and having a concert over there..And just because of this my skin getting dark and I have a seriously tan skin until now.*sobxx sobxx*

Aqua Loop (4x Full-Loop Slides)

Mach 5-Sidewinder @ Mach 5-Jetstream

The most relax part and they make the feel and view like I'm in Hawaii !! Calypso Beach

They love to relax and sit under the sun !!! The things I hate the most ... Different with asian people .

Black hole

Enjoy my whole day with jumping post .. Take me at least 10 times of jumping to took a good pictures.. hahaha

Tornado

Buccaneer Bay

Locker hire for $9 the whole day :)

River Rapids

Splashtacular Fun ! Ultimate adrenaline rush at the awesome Extreme H20 Zone with the Mad 'n' Massive Tornado, Blackhole, Mach 5 and Kamikaze slides,not for the faint hearted !

If you're after a slower pace head to the River Rapids at Whitewater Mountain or drift round a tropical paradise at Calypso Beach.And the kids can hang out at the aquatic adventure playground Buccaner Bay.I just enjoy my day in the theme park and oppssss I already went there for third times and never get bored of it !!! Have a try when U guys coming to Gold Coast ..real fun :)

Movie World ,Gold Coast

2011-03-06T01:20:00.001+08:00

I know I'm so late to update my Movie World blog ! ! !

We went to Movie World on last month. No doubt,I'm excited and enjoy it much .. Feel like I'm a kid with all those lovely cartoon character.

Warner Bros. Movie World (more commonly referred to as Movie World) is a popular theme park in Gold Coast Australia.It delivers more live action and adrenalin pumping activities than ever before !

Tag with Superman either Batman with our own names or whatever u guys want to have with it ...

Superman Escape is an unprecedented ride experience which travels 0-100 kilometres in just 2 seconds !

Batwing Space Shot, the awesome new of Batwing is a rapid 4.5G vertical launch up to 60 meter tower !

Scooby-Doo Disco Detectives showtime.

Marilyn Tribute classic Hollywood showtime !

Movie World delivers more than just thrills. All of us going to become lost in a world of fantasy and fun,meet all your favourite stars and superheroes. It's a fun filled day on the whole trip and I'm enjoy it much.Just can't wait to go there again !

Wonder Women Colour

2011-03-06T00:31:00.001+08:00

M.A.C Spring Colour 2011 limited edition , I'm gonna bring them home tomorrow :)

Tadaaaaaaa .. I bring them home today .. is going to grab more stuffs on next week :)

Is not the ones I want

2011-03-05T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hey,here I am again. Still thinking what to blog about ? On the phone today with one of my friends names Cody.. Sighhhh, he is going back to Malaysia on this April. And ask me to follow or maybe we can going back together if I want.. How I wish to go back on this minute right now , not on April .. :(

I miss my family much and I want my real life back , not the life I need to force myself to work on the job that I doesn't love to work and all just because of the money value.. Nothing can explain my feeling right now,nobody can understand me included myself ,I doesn't understand what I want too.And Show Lo concert will be held on this April on Sydney and Melbourne .. I want to go so badly but nobody accompanied me !! My stupid boyfie just say that wasting the money if we going now because on Malaysia just sell RM288 for V.I.P. and here V.I.P. was sell on $398 .. Is a distance between Aussie and Malaysia money. And we need to save some money to bought a car over here.Oh yeah,just forget to mention about it,we are planning to buy a car as a transport.I'm really tired with all this , pretend that I'm happy to keep going on everyday,FACT is I want something simple and happy whenever I'm ..so EMO shit right now just because having a phone call from Cody.. Arghhhh,Cody I hate U !! Makes my bloody feeling emo right now.Going to be continued later,going out for dinner with boyfie and friends.

Valentine's Day

2011-02-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

Finally,I blog about my v-day post .. We spend our Valentine's day in Gold Coast theme park .. I think I'm going to post all those theme park in blog just because I lazy to separate it according to the places but guess that it going to be a long long post again .. On that day,we spend all our times at Sea World which my boyfie decide to bring me there.The weather is sunny day means is better than raining day just because it won't be fun if there were raining and my activities was outdoor theme park ..

there were more photos coming soon , will upload it on tomorrow because is 3am in the morning right now and I need to get up on my bed at 8am tomorrow morning ..gosh !!! stay tuned

Recently repeat song

2011-02-18T17:40:00.008+08:00

郁可唯-指望

A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記

心痛2009-欢子

I'm back with a new post again. Hmmmm,just to shared some song that I been repeat repeat and repeat in this few weeks. Emo feeling will appear every time I listen to all those song. Wonder how was he right now ? Hope you were doing great and fine than before. From his facebook photo album, they go every place that you used to bring me go before, from there can tell me how happier and great you have now.Hope to hear your voice sometimes but end up with I didn't dare to ring you up. The moments keep haunting me after so many years, but I know its just a state of mind. Sometimes people will miss the all the past, just because all of us were human being. I sleep,I smile,I laugh,I play,I eat and I live , this is what we called daily life .. Should listen to all the songs meaning that I post up !! Thumbs up for all the lyrics. Sad love song full with meaning :)

Sometimes I miss the old me, with no regret and trouble ... and us too .. But life still need to goes on, past will become history between us and we need to grow up and I learn a lots until today. Thanks to my family, my dear hubby and my friends. My mom is my very best friend,she shared everything with me, even though my works life nor love life. She will guide me whenever I lost my way. Thanks mommy for everything until today.

~~ATTENTION~~ : Going to post up my valentine post on next blog . STAY TUNED

Happy Valentine'S ♥

2011-02-17T02:24:00.000+08:00

Valentine'S ♥

I'm here with lots of hugs and kisses ! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

Hope you guys enjoy the days much. So,my hubby just buy me a VIP PASS to theme park for half years as a Valentine's gift on this year, included Movie World , Sea World and Wet 'n' Wild theme park !! He did something different this years than other years. I will received flowers and candle night or some little gifts from him on every years but this year we spend ours time in all those theme park .. It was one of my lists place that I'm planing to go for it ! Appreciated much .. Will upload all those pictures that we taken in all those theme park.

MY LOVE

After so many years loving you

After so many things we been through

You've give me a reason for smiling once again

You filled my life with peaceful dreams

and you become my closest friend.

You shared your heartfelt secrets

And your trust you given me

You showed me how to feel again

To laugh, and love, and see

In life should end tomorrow

And from this world I should part

I shall be forever young

For you have touched my heart

This is to thank you being by my side

For comforting and caring when I was all confused inside

The way you take my hands in yours

For all the world to see

That this is the woman

Who is most special to me

You always seems to know

When I need a hug,kiss or smile

And you always say "I'm here,lets talk for a while"

We had ours share of ups and downs

But you are the one who remained at my side

Never thinking of walking out the door

Thank you for all the time you give me

Thank you for listening as I ramble on

I love the way I believe and depends on you

And that you will be there till the end ...

Sincerely , Carine ♥

STORY BRIDGE

2011-02-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

Okay,this is a must to say !!! Story Bridge is a nice bridge ever and ever .. All those pictures was taken by me @ myself .. Ahmppppp, I'm professional , I know .. I love all those pictures, it's looks great and the view is totally awesome and awesome.. More pictures will coming soon in the next blog ! Stay tuned .. Going to Gold Coast tomorrow !

Sushi Train

2011-02-10T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hubby decide to bring me go to Sushi Train and have a try, seems that we haven't go there before .. So,we decide to call Alfie and Violet to tag along with us and join our dinner. And guess what my hubby told me ..

Hubby : Baby,I never have sushi before in my past 26 years in my life..
This is the first time I having the Japanese sushi with u.
Me : ~~Laughing non-stop~~,oh my gosh,are u kidding me?? Never have sushi before?
Why ? Phobia in sushi?
Hubby : Nop,just I hate it with the salmon fish and the taste is bad and terrible ..
Me : How about now ?? Seems like u you enjoy the dinner so much ~!
Hubby : Yeah,is feels so good .. totally different like what I'm thinking and is delicious.
Me : Doink *** Virgin in Japanese food .. ~~I keep laughing non-stop .~~

End up with he keep eating non-stop .And he tell me that we should come more often. I just recall all the past 3 years and he really didn't bring me up to dinner which is in Japanese restaurant and food .Now I know the reason... But he started to love it and craving for it . He just asking me to have sushi as a dinner for tonight and I say NOP ! because I miss him cooking skill .. End up with I'm having chicken thigh fillets with tomyam .. Nice .. He is my master chef .. ♥

SUNSHINE COAST VS GOLD COAST

2011-02-09T23:47:00.001+08:00

GOLD COAST

Nothing to do,so we decide to headed down to Gold Coast to kill our time. As usual,snap and snap and snap at everywhere. And without telling to each other,me and Amber have a same style of the night. It's so surprise that we wear the same dress and Autumn and Yvonne have the same zebra line too ! What a match,four of us...

SUNSHINE COAST

This is the gang that I spend my time with on everyday and everytime.We will plan a lots of activities when we having our day off on every week.So we decide to go different beach and it's quite far,we took two hours to reach our destination.And the weather is suitable for us to swim and is real hot on that day..It's hit 34 degree. Sun burn my skin and end up I got a tan skin :( But I really love there,nice beach ! Will have a second visit if still have a chance.

HANG-ING OUT

2011-02-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

Carine.Autumn.Yvonne ~~(they from Taiwan)~~

Lone Pine Koala Santuary :)

This post should be last month post .. I just realized all this pictures in my pc . Actually I'm kinda lazy to blog,guess that I'm not longer belong to blogger anymore because I seldom update my blog and leave my blog grow like mushroom and dead fish :)

Nothing much on that day,we just have a day-off and the girls decide to visit Australia zoo and we just go for it.. Nice places,environment and experience we have .Kangaroo and Koala bear is a must . Nothing much,more pictures at facebook :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2011-02-02T17:51:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year of Rabbit .. Gong Xi Gong Xi to my beloved family's and friends. Miss my hometown much,wish I were there too and celebrate together with them. What is your wish in New Year 2011?

Wish my family stay healthy and happy everyday .

Wish my grand-parents will live longer in the New Year 2011

Hope that I will earn more and more

Welcome to the New Year happily! All will be well in this year.Bless you in the New Year with good luck accompanying with wealth following you,misfortune avoiding you,and happy occasions around you .

"Wish You Great Prosperity"

AGAIN

2011-01-17T19:13:00.005+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

Guess that this should be the emo post again. Is thinking what I really want for my future life?? Should I deserve a better life ?? I loves things related to fashion, styling and make up.. Is thinking should I have my own career or own little boutique business or having a job like others people ? But all of these is not the main reason. The main reason is I wanna get back to my home sweet home but with the salary that I have now.. Its impossible,I know. I doesn't wanna waste my time as time will never rewinds and I hope that I really make a decision that I won't regret. When thinking all these,I'm stress-ing !!!

When only can I reach the limit of my target ???

When only can I going back to my home sweet home ???

When only can I really find back my real happiness ???

When only can I do whatever I want and right ???

When only can I buy my first properties ???

When only can I have my freedom that I want ???

Seriously,the life that I have on now is not the life that I want or I wish. Just to have a better future life,so I make a decision to here. Hope for better day that I have now, tomorrow and everyday. Too many friends of mine is going back this recently. I wish to going back tooooo . Is missing my home-sweet-home since at Australia for 1 years plus. Used to jealous to others who can stay at here over 5years. Gosh,can they tell me how they survive for these few years ??? Is planning for 4years but now is only 1years and I can't continue it ! Carine,where your goals and dream ??? Now,all the decision and my future is on my hand. All depends on me. One step moves can makes the different and change everything. Think smart and think deep for a better life and future. Is thinking and thinking what should I do. My mom used to tell me the sentence .. Do what U think you are happy and right !! Thanks mom,you are the best and great mom !

Be yourself, live your dreams, go after what u want

There are so many chances in these world.

If you want it, go get it.

Life is short, Time is fast, No replay, No rewinds !

Put all my worries behind. They weren't worth it.

Loves your life. It's all you got !

Ah I'm going crazy! F*ck my life.What the hell is wrong with me.♥

EXPERIENCE I EVER HAVE

2011-01-13T17:28:00.001+08:00

Long post to go ..

We were on the our ways to work and rain have started. Before that my boyfie and I went to Little Taipei to bought our groceries things.The shift that I have on that day is 12 hours,means is killing me with the long day and time. After we been working for 6 hours,supervisor comes with the news that now is having heavy rain and we can't afford to drive back to ours home and we might need to overnight at the house (who nobody staying over there) near our shed. All of us was surprise and asking each others,WTH is going on !!!! Water over road and flood is everywhere with the sign board on every road that we need to pass by ! Means is real we need to overnight there with no shower and food. So,all of us decide to sleep in the car is better than the haunted house... Fews hours later, some of us is hungry and there were mosquito keep on sting on us !!! Then,lucky we have some food to have coz I went to groceries early in the morning. The guys decide to went to the house and have a look while girl just stay at car. After they having a look,they decide to stay there although the house looks like haunted house (no choice) is better than been sting by million mosquito.Staying in the room with 1bed but share with 4 girls.. Gosh,how we going to sleep ??? No choice .. And the very good news is we need to overnight there and tomorrow without shower , we still need to continue to works for 4 hours !!! ~~WHAT THE HELL~~ !!!! And currently now, have 3 day off and rest at home sweet home .. Flood is everywhere in Queensland. Guess that everybody knows that coz its been International news in worldwide. Pray for everyone is safe in everywhere they are .. Stay safe always !

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

2011-01-05T20:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

Time of new beginnings

Like bird, let us ,

Leave behind that we don't need to carry ,

GRUDGES SADNESS PAIN FEAR and REGRETS.
Life is beautiful, Enjoy it.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

LEAVING

2010-12-12T10:57:00.005+08:00

Oh yeah.. those paper that I stick in my room was my wish lists.. Just to remind myself of what I want in my life and the purpose I'm coming to AUSSIE. I think all the things that I want gonna cost me 1 million. Hahahaha :) . Is leaving and heading to New South Wales .. My plan to Melbourne been cancelled due to some reason .. Today was my last day in Bowen ,Queensland . Miss all colleagues and friends that I have ... Is heaving a heavy heart to leave but in the same time feeling happy to leave because no more burden at this jobs. Too complicated on management of staffs and lots more . Going to start a new journey and new environment of my jobs soon. Wish me luck guys !

SMILE

2010-12-10T17:26:00.005+08:00

Here am I again . I just need to express my feeling over here . No hard feeling. Is finally , I let it go everything.. I'm real happy.. Long journey to go.. I used to write this sentence at facebook on 10minutes ago.

What is the point I staying if everyday been a rumour about this and that (a war that never end)

What is the point if I having a good pay at my job, but I never feel happy

What is the point if I having a position right now, but I never feel I'm glad to have it

What is the point having a friends if they are all FAKE ?!

What is the point to smile and act happy when things around me just fucked up all the time when I started to treat everyone nice ?

What is the point to be real to everyone but they just having a two faced people ?

Seriously, someone just stab me with 100x knife and all those words that I never spoke out to anybody before. Since I already choose to be silent but there still have rumours about it.. Quit is the words I will say then. A game that always running just to decide who the winner and who the loser. And I choose to quit this game,doesn't means that I'm loser but I just wanna have a job with peaceful situation,is not like this.Real war that I never have before in my life. Of course I'm happy that I'm leaving soon but in the same time I'm sad because I really have a good friend and good moments at here who I trust the most and now I have to leave. Only her who understand my situation right now. Thanks Darling ~

What is the point of LIFE, when everyone looks at FAME and MONEY to survive !

but this is the life and we should go thro ....

Townsville

2010-12-08T13:14:00.004+08:00

Day off for 3days on last week. We able to make a trip to Townsville on 1 night. Nothing much , lots photos on facebook . Can view on there. Anddddddd , finally I already pack all those luggage and prepared to my next destination at Victoria,Melbourne for half year.. A journey that I have with lots of experience in Australia. The weather at here is real hot this few days, keep on sweating no matter how many times I had my shower.. Guess that, after finish my blog ... I need to shower again ! Sweat 24hours ! tooo hotttttt ! That all for now !

WORK HARD , LIVE HARD , EARN HARD AND PARTY HARD

2010-12-05T02:53:00.002+08:00

Just back from clubbing. Is 5am in the morning ..

Continued tomorrow !

Morning Saturday ♥

2010-12-04T07:17:00.003+08:00

Wake up in the early of the morning ..Since nothing to do,walk to kitchen and get a cup of ice-milo with Woolworths Home-brand nuggets as breakfast. And as usual,start online on blogger and facebook .Nowdays the weather in Australia is real hotttttttt ! Summer is coming soon .. I can feel the sun on early of morning . Damn moody with the hot weather. Makes my mood bad all day long and I really have to pack all my luggage since at the last fews blog,I keep on saying that I will pack it .Going to do some spa later just to relax myself. Have a day off but nothing I can do except staying at home and real bored but going to celebrate my Christmas at Melbourne CBD ... So,is still waiting for the time. Keep on remind myself to work hard for my goal ,target and dream ! Feel like wanna going back to Malaysia sometimes,my heart telling me to go back but my head telling me to stop that and continue the main reason that I come to Australia. So,heart and head telling me the different answer. But I still will stay strong at here to work and earn every dollar and cents to pursue my goal. Yeah,that CARINE ! Gambateh ! ♥

FASHIONERDIC

2010-12-03T17:05:00.009+08:00

Fashion is every girl interest. So am I. While searching and online , I found this blogger page and I'm addicted with all the fashion that she wear.Just simply fall in love with this blog and I just copy some of her pictures. I love her style and I love to wear all those clothes which with own style,simple and elegant.Vintage is the choice that I prefer the most. I definitely will try every fashion and design that makes me looks goods . Dress to impress .... that's always my BIO ! Just to share with readers .

"FASHION FADE , STYLE IS ETERNAL" - Yves Saint Laurent

Need and want

2010-12-03T12:31:00.003+08:00

I'm the type of girl who will list all my 'wants' into my 'needs' list. Just to make myself feel better, or maybe not to guilty about it. I am officially shopaholic, a very serious sickness, a scary one, a bad one ....

In my condition right now, I'm not supposed to shopping and buy the things that not necessary I need.Fact is I need to save and get what supposed I need in my life. But I always listed my 'wants' into my 'needs' list.End up with I spend some. And I just can't control myself and bought a new edition of Sony Psp-Go on few week ago. The game is kinda expensive and need to get it all from Internet. But I still can use it for surfing Internet even I'm in MC'D.. All change into Wi-Fi and come along with Skype. Sounds great. After I pay and walked out from the store, I feel guilty but it was too late to regret.I'm trying to control myself now days. My previous blog,was mention about heading down to Melbourne and need to pack all my luggage and I'm still packing it ! Guess how many luggage I need to carry it to Melbourne ??? It was like 2 big luggage, 2 medium and 3 hand carry and and and I think 2 bigger boxes ! WTH !! Totally can't imagine it.

Day offff for 3days I guess. Its good for me because I can pack all my things.I'm real lazy and guess that I just packed 1 luggage on last night.Is waiting the time to heading down to Mebourne. Lots of place to visit and travel.

Stay tuned for the next post ! Love, CARINE

a truly amazing haven to stay

2010-12-01T14:28:00.005+08:00

Finally , been sitting in front of my laptop for fews hours and I blog something .. decide to blog about my favourite house in Johor .. Well, I'm so addicted with house this recently (actually is years I'm craving with house) ..Well, I think that's everyone dream to have their own house. I wanna have my own home by myself too.. Is still work hard to earn and get it.

Place that I'm so addicted with :-

1. Bukit Indah

2. Taman Sutera Utama

3. Nusajaya , Horizon Hills

4. Residence at Peak (totally awesome place to stay)

Okie , I know I have to stop with it or else I'm gonna wrote all those blah blah blah .. Someone gotta control me please .. :)

Will be right back for the next posstttt and promise will blog even more.Going to pack my luggage now and heading down to Melbourne in next week , I guess ! Excited , is waiting ! ♥♥♥

SKIN CARE / HEAD TO TOE

2010-11-14T20:17:00.011+08:00

Hmmm ... plan to sleep early on tonight but my stupid flu is getting serious since from evening until now. Disturb my sweet dream. Nothing to do, so decide to blog but currently my mind was blank. I have nothing in my mind to blog about , so I've decide to blog a list of my skin care product ! It's from ( head to toe ).

Gonna intro u guys about hair product that I used this recently :

I'm using :-

1.TRESemme Shampoo (with lower sulfates)

2.Shiseido hair mask

3.Schwarzkopf butter mask

4.KERASTASE nutritive

5.Schwarzkopf extra care normal balance leave in treatment

6.Schwarzkopf Moisture Kick (spray conditioner)

My hair become healthy looking , much easier to style and more stronger than before ~

Second part, will introduce about my skin care that I used it on everyday. I seldom take care of my skin when I was in high school , but I learn how to manage all my skin care since I finish my study and when I get a job. Cosmetics is a must on me when I'm working , so guess that why I can manage all my skin care right now. =)

All my skin care products

Skin Cares that I've used : (fans of Estee Lauder @ Clinique)

1.Cleanser :

Estee Lauder Perfectly Clean foaming Cleanser / Clinique Anti-Blemish solution cleansing foam

2.Toner :

Estee Lauder Perfectly Clean toner , Estee Lauder Optimizer Lotion / Clinique Anti-Blemish lotion

3.Moisturizer

Estee Lauder Cyber White Creme , Estee Lauder DayWear Plus + SPF 15 / Clinique Anti-Blemish clearing moisture

4.Sun Cream

BAE d'Allure sun cream

5.Night Cream

Estee Lauder Advanced Night Repair , Estee Lauder Night Repair Eye

6.Mask

Skin Food Rice Mask / The Body Shop Tea Tree face mask

EXTRA CARE

Clearasil Pimple Cream , Aiken Tea Tree Oil , Aesop Anti-Oxidant Serum , Estee Lauder Idealist , The Body Shop Seaweed Pore Perfector

Lastly , body product :

BAE Cream , Clinique body butter , Enchanteur whitening lotion , Aiken powder , The Body Shop strawberry body butter , Bio-Oil skincare

That all for now .. Just to sharing my skincare products .. Going to bed now or else I'll can't work on tomorrow , still have to wake up in the freaking early of the morning ! Good nite worlds !

♥ ♥ ♥

21TH SWEET HOLIDAY

2010-11-14T19:04:00.019+08:00

So yeah , I'm back from my Cairns trip.Finally ,like I blog about it . I'm too lazy to blog this coz need to wait for all the photos been get ready and upload .. Still have lots of pictures , readers can view it in my facebook .. Pictures will tell everything.

Excited for my trips to Cairns. On Virgin Blues flight, is waiting to arrived :)

Happy 21th Burfday to me !

On the way to Great Barrier Reef by Great Adventures... nice experience that I ever had .. Oh yeah , I love sea , sunshine and sand .Sunshine brighten up my day .

Just relax on the sundeck surrounded after finish all those activities.

Diving and snorkelling adventures. Was trying scuba diving with amazing underwater adventures to see the reef and marine life in all of its wonder. Trying scuba-doo (underwater scooter), totally amazing snd awesome coz I can cruise the reef on my own underwater scooter on Great Barrier Reef ! there is no experience swimmers necessary, good point on here coz I can't swim ! FML ! Anyway it's great fun and there is professional guide with me on an underwater journey ! I can just simply see all those fish and reef and touch or feel it . View my facebook for more photos !

Another part, in Cairns City Centre .. Just went to Casino to have a walk and try our luck !

A piece of me in Cairns Casino . Just love the lightening much .

The Explanade, which is the most popular part in Cairns . Located at City Centre .

And last was at Kuranda Village in the rainforest. Kuranda Railway Station and Skyrail .

That is pretty much about it for this post.More posts coming up,I promise! Stay tuned =) .....but I can't promise when will I be posting another new blog post thanks to my busy lifestyle! Anyway,I would like to thank all of you for supporting my blog =) Talk to you again soon enough,hopefully!

xoxo

5 NOVEMBER WISHLIST

2010-10-29T19:13:00.008+08:00

My birthday coming up real soon .

November 5 ♥

Let me share , what it is all about in my Birthday Wish List ...

A birthday wish list is a list of gifts that someone wants to receive for their birthday.It is not greedy to write a wish list for your birthday.

And what do I want ?!

Hmmmmm ....... well ,

1. Beautiful cakes/cupcakes

2. New camera !

3. Handbag's Freak

4. Trip around the world !

5. Glossy Skin

Till then , hope that I will get some of them when mua Birthday arrived ! Another 3days , will going to Cairns .. Hope that I will have a nice vacation and holiday there !

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY .... is waiting

Gonna work for fews day more and enjoy my holiday.I really need so much $ right now.

Thanks to him willing spend so much $ and so many day off just to celebrate my Birthday . Much appereciated !

BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN

2010-10-24T08:51:00.006+08:00

Excited ... Birthday coming soon !

Cairns is the place to celebrate my 21th birthday .

Is still waiting for 5 NOVEMBER to arrived soon .

Is booking air-ticket now for the Cairns trip .

STAY TUNED

Currently I am so busy , with ?!

1. Cairns trip

2. Working

3. Target for this year end of 2010 ( $$$$$ )

4. Year end trip to Sydney

So many things to do , so little time ♥

Can't let it go

2010-10-08T10:36:00.005+08:00

All those memory and moments keep haunted me

It's been 3 years . What should I do ?

The truth is I miss everything about U !

I can't let it go .

Should I or shouldn't ?

I'm SORRY I'm not PERFECT

2010-09-23T16:24:00.006+08:00

Life =Some desire is necessary to keep life in motion .

Love =One words frees us of all the weight and pain of life, The words is love .

Attitude =Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us

Beginning =A hard beginning make a good ending

Confident =Whether you think you can or think you can't , you're right

Challenge =To succceed ... you need to find something to hold on to, something to motivate you,something to inspire you

Destiny =If you create an act, you create a habit. If you create a habit, you create character. If you create character, you create a destiny.

Dreams =Reach high, for stars lie hidden in your soul. Dream deep, for every dream precedes a goal

Experience =Nothing is a waste of time if u use the experience wisely .

Family =Happiness is having a large, loving, caring, close-knit family in another cityFriendship =When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself

Hope =When another door of happiness closes, another opens .

Happiness =If you want to be happy for a year, plant a garden, if you want to be happy for life, plant a tree

Health =Money is the most envied, but the least enjoyed. Health is the most enjoyed, but the least envied

Knowledge =Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.

Patience =Genius is eternal patience

Goals =Life takes on meaning when you become motivated,set goals and charge after them in an unstoppable manner

Time =Time will explain it all

I Never Told You

2010-08-31T16:31:00.002+08:00

I miss those blue eyes

How do you kiss me at night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there no sunrise

Like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you

What should I have said

No , I never told you

I just held it in

But I never told you

What should I have said

No , I never told you

I just held it in

I see your blue eyes

Everytime I close mine

You make it hard to see

Where I belong to

When I'm not around you

It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you

What should I have said

No , I never told you

I just held it in

And now ,

I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

and after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

But I never told you

What should I have said

No , I never told you

I just held it in

And now ,

I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

and after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

So in love with this song ~ by Colbie Caillat ..

2010-08-30T16:02:00.003+08:00

Hey readers , I'm back .. Seems like I have neglected my blog so long .. The life here is really bored ,(shits) but I already get to used it . Idk why , feel like going back to M'sia . geeeee , I know that shouldn't have to think bout this since I already decided to come here . But is really not the place for me to stay or live (pls). I want back my M'sia life ... enjoying it much ~

Was in dilemma about perfume and bag collection .. Fyi , I'm going to die b'coz of branded things .

And my 21th birthday is coming soon .. Gosh , I want to celebrate it with full of happiness and meaningful not that I still need to wake up in the early of the morning and work . FML !

But lucky , I'm still planning to Cairns or Tasmania . Don't care , must take a day-off .

Will update soon about the bags and perfume which I'm so in dilemma with ..

TIME FLIES

2010-08-14T16:38:00.013+08:00

Always been asking a question to myself

How many years I need to be at here to achieve everything that I want in my life .

Really want to let it go

Hope that I really can earn as lots as possible as I can,and immediately book an air-ticket and fly back to my home-sweet-home !

I miss my Malaysia life badly .. When only I can ? The only question that always will pop-out in my mind for every seconds and minute ...

Of course the money that I earn now is lots and better than M'sia . But money doesn't means everything . Money can't buy my happiness ! But human need dollar and cents to survive .

I learn a lots of things at here that I properly won't get it in my life . Thanks my love . Million thanks to him . He is the only one who share my sorrow and pain .. Still will be in Australia for fews years .. Everything in plan !!! Hope everything will get in my plan as I want . Set a target and goal and go for it ! I know I can achieved it .

Gonna earn at least 6digits numbers .. * Fingers crossed *

CARINE ~ come on ~

MISS INDEPENDENT

2010-07-17T18:37:00.011+08:00

something happen at works this recently .. some people here are selfish , and this have to admit in Australia .a lots of gossip , rumours and the news was spreading around .. doesn't care about all those silly things because i just will work and earn my money according to my plan .. no matter what position I have now , i just will work and i don't care what position I supposed to be and have .. take a day-off today just to relax myself and clear out my mind and its totally worth.

was thinking and planning to have a trip to rewards myself .. coz been working this recently .. but where should I go as a holiday ? Tasmania , Brisbane , Sydney or Adelaide ???? I wanna have all , can I ? I'm so greed , well that's me .. hiak hiak hiak .. but still need time to plan all those trip because my works just started to busy this fews month . Currently in Queensland and here full of islands and beach.. One of my favorite too .. will plan all those trip that I really wanted to go so badly !!!

be strong and be tough Carine Lim ! In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on !

2010-07-02T15:51:00.004+08:00

Things come and go
And I know i'm still young , I'm just 21
but there a lots of dream I want to achieve
& I know I have a lots to learn and lots to prove
I will start from basic

No matter what I will work hard ..
At least I tried :)

HANGING OUT

2010-06-30T11:36:00.006+08:00

having some activities in Queens beach with friends yesterday.. some of them from Korea , Hong Kong and Taiwan .. means that i have overseas friends .. =)

.. and all of us having vodka and beer until night .. a very nice out dating .

CIRCLE OF LIFE

2010-06-11T20:20:00.004+08:00

Life is a carousel. Always going forward, never going back.
Existence is a hard thing to keep when you stop trying.
To live a life, you must want to live.
To want to live you must find a way.
When all hope is lost you must stand tall.
When all others retreat you must prevail.
You are the conscious inside your head.
You create your own destiny.
Life is a very hard thing to keep
when your life does not always go the way you plan.
Fight for your life and the right to keep dreaming.
If you feel you were gifted, share your gift.
If you feel you were cursed, fix it.
As you get older, your life becomes a challenge.
Who are you?
What do you want in life?
What will you be?
What is your purpose in life?
If you worry, these things will turn into burdens.
But if you hold on to them in the back of your mind,
all of the answers will come in time.
Life is a carousel, always going forward never going back.
Look to the future not to the past.

IN LOVE

2010-05-31T17:27:00.015+08:00

So in love with all those interior design of houses .. hope that I will own my own house and all those design . ❤

WISH LIST

2010-05-28T18:39:00.011+08:00

Three-storey semi-detached houses in Malaysia,Johor .

MINI COOPER

MINI Cooper driver's dashboard

MINI Cooper window controls

My future plan and my dream to get this ! Work hard now to achieved everything that I want for my life . ♥

and this two properties cost RM1195480 .. How many digit ! hahaha.... I'm being so over,rite ? I know its impossible, so just forget it .

Much Love , CARINE .

2010-05-28T14:03:00.005+08:00

Life is still going on for me no matter how HARD is it for me. Just took a big challenge for myself. I miss my family much ... i miss and need my mom badly... she the best !! I LOVE U MOMMY ♥. when only i can go back 2 my lovely home ? asking myself , whats the option i'm coming here and still how many years i need it to achieved my future dream .. what i really want in my life ?? I'm really tired !!

blog when i'm free again ... ciao ! so moody this few weeks .

SUCCESS

2010-05-24T19:33:00.004+08:00

success is what i feel when i achieve something
success is what i feel when i believe in god
success is what i feel when i have a good relationship
success is what i feel when i have a good job
success is what i feel when my life is complete

ADDICTED

2010-05-11T12:43:00.013+08:00

~ AFTER SCHOOL ~❤

~ BROWN EYES GIRL ~❤

~ GIRL GENERATION ~❤

~ WONDERS GIRL ~❤

S.I.M.P.L.E

2010-05-04T12:41:00.007+08:00

I want a simple life,
I want a simple relationship,
I want everything to be simple
I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go

But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

When something really good happens because you're the one i want to share it with_❤
When something troubles me because you're the one who understands me well_❤
When i laugh and when i cry because you're the i will makes the laughter grow and the tears dissapear_❤

IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN

2010-03-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

Whats somebody like you doing in the place like this ??
Say did you come alone , I think I know what you thinking ..
Baby whats your thinking ,tells me yours and I tells you mine ..

I never be the same , if we ever meet again .
Won't let you get away . This special feeling got me a different strong will ..
Do you miss me much ?? I swear I miss u much before !
Hope you won't see me blush , but I can't help
I want you more more ..
Baby tells me whats yours story , don't you worry ..

IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN , I WON'T LET YOU GO AWAY
IF WE EVER MEET AGAIN , I NEVER BE THE SAME ♥

BIGBANG - ♥ WEDDING DRESS

2010-03-04T16:00:00.002+08:00

LIFE

2010-02-26T21:30:00.004+08:00

I've been sitting around this life for years,
Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.

Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.

Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.

In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.

Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone, replaced by the light,
I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.

I've been sitting around this life for years,
With laughter aplenty and hardly a tear.
Now I can see just where it all went,
Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.

SLOW TEARS

2010-02-24T17:32:00.003+08:00

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek
Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time.

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different between you and me.

Fate maybe had another plan,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last

I really think that the love world of mine is changing on everyday..
It is not like before, sweet on no matter what happen !
What wrong between us ???

A HALF-TRUTH IS A WHOLE LIE

2010-02-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

When explanations are hard to produce
Lie after lie comes shining through

Truth gets locked away
For reasons only known to yourself

Truth may hurt
But the lie hurts more
One lie to cover another
What was the first lie
Can you remember?

Truth and Lies
Can I ever separate the two?

"Lying is done with Words & also with SILENCE"

I WANTED YOU

2010-02-21T13:04:00.003+08:00

Lately I been thinking about what that I can do
I been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way , I've got to stop it babe
You been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe I , I am so sorry ..

I wanted you to be there when I'm fall
I wanted you to see it through it all
I wanted you to be the ones I loved
I wanted you , I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to knows just how down deep
I wanted you , I wanted you

I been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done
I just can't do this anymore
Coz we can't be like before , so let's stop pretending now
We been walking around in a circles for sometimes
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me,I am sorry ..

I , I , I am sorry baby
But I always remember how we came close
to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you , baby ..
I wanted you ..

IF I MESS UP,I'M HUMAN

2010-02-21T12:15:00.005+08:00

Readers , I'm back .. Sorry for being so long locked up my blogger .. Guess that my blog is really grow like mushroom ..So,I will try to update all my daily life news that often.. Was in Australia now since last November till now.. Hehe,I choose to come here at last..At first , I really can't accept my life here.. ARGHHH !!! So hard to survive in this place and totally no entertainment at all .. I can't survive without entertainment ! This is serious and the people at here is not friendly at all as I think and guess what I have to stay in Caravan Park .. OH MY GOSH !! But now,I'm okay with it ..Well , this is called life..If you wanna get something, u have to sacrifice on something ..Yup,I'm totally agree with it .. As long , as I'm happy with what am I now..Still remember what my papa told me before I at here ..He really is a great papa in my life, he always give me a advice that nobody will show it to me ..I give myself a 3 times change at Australia ..If I can't get through this 3times change , my papa told me please don't force myself to work in Australia .. But guess what, this is a third time and last time for me and I get through it !!! YIPPI, thanks papa .. I will not forget what you tell me those night .. We chatting almost all the night .. Since I was kids until now,he always give me the advice that I totally won't think it in my life..and I love to share something with him,no matter what ..I guess it so.Thanks Papa .. I will always remember the advice that you tell me..I will bring it with me no matter where am I ..Live your life to the fullest potential , and fight for your dreams ! =)

“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”

2009-09-30T16:26:00.002+08:00

This is the 16day he leaving me .. well I promise him that I can wait for him till he come back .. but seems like things go wrong .. Many things happen and when I needed him by myside , he is overseas 4 years .. How I wish he could understand how i feel right now .. I'm moody + emo when he is leaving till now .. Nothing seems right when it's come to my way on everyday . But I force myself to stands up on my own , even I know I weak enough .. Now I already can survive without him , although sometimes it is suck .. So , I give up this relationship for this matter and his family .

A GIRL LIKE ME

2009-09-23T14:38:00.010+08:00

Hmmm , I'm getting lazier to blog .. Many things i wanna blog it,but i didn't have enough time to do so .. Since I locked my blog until now,many things happen around me ..Oh ya before I forget , I'm taking car license maybe will get the car license on next month if I pass my JPJ ..hehe .. Okie ,now wanna report my daily life .. since he goes to Aussies , I'm lonely enough .

*Nobody taking me go to working

*Nobody accompany me go to lunch and dinner

*Nobody taking me when I'm knock off

*Nobody telling me silly jokes again and make me laugh always

*Nobody accompany me goes to shopping when weekend and have candle light dinner with me

*Nobody will give me extra or pocket money again

I really facing a lots of problem . I really hope everything will be fine .

Before that , when he at here .. he have an accident , and things still not over .. I still need to follow up the stupid car insurance and his hp broke down when he arrive Aussies . What the ^%$#@! .. And now , I still have a jobs that I need to courier his daily things to him maybe on every 3 month .. I'm tired enough ! Can someone lends the shoulder for me to cry on ? What is the best solution for me to settle up everything ? Even myself also feels so bad and sucks .

Oh ya , I loved to listen Rihanna songs this recently .. ( P/S:I'm still not over you , Unfaithful , Take A Bow , I'm back , Final Goodbye and etc ..) I'm telling myself , don't cry because it's over ..smile because it's happen . =)

To U ~ ♥

I cry for the times that you were almost mine.

I cry for the memories I've left behind.

I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new.

I cry for the times I thought I had you.

Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship.

It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

Hope you understand it ~

ANOTHER 3DAYS , HE WILL GONE FOR 3YEARS

2009-09-11T18:17:00.005+08:00

Someone who is special for me , will go outstation to works for 3years ..In another part of my life , when it comes to night , on my bed...I cry every night to sleep. There's a scar in my heart. I will never forget you! This is for a special person that I hate so much! You will be always in my heart , buried deep deep down with anger & hate!

I'm here to let you know what have you all caused into my life. I've copied some of the lyrics for 'Because of You'

Because of you , I will not make the same mistake that happen long long ago. I will not let my self down because of you. I have to happy and be better then you all. I learned the hard way to walk my life till today. But also because of you , I never stood up for my right. I don't dare to speak out loud to say the right to speak out words from my heart. Because of you I play safe so I don't get cheat and hurt again. Because of you I find it hard to trust a person so easily. Because of you I've once lose my way of life. Because of you I force to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life. Because of you I'm ashamed of myself. Because of you I'm afraid.

You should have known that I was young better then to cheat on me. You never tough of the conclusion you just left me there with pain and now I'm crying in the middle of the night for the same damn thing!

Because of you I'm weak I'm afraid !

THE PAST OF LEGEND

2009-09-11T18:13:00.006+08:00

WAS 12AM now,a brand new life of myself ..firstly,this is the last time I drop my millions tears for u .. We were happily after before .. It's time for u and me have a new life . take a deep breath .. Our love and destination will over right now .. Gone forever .. This is the first step I should take from the start , but u and me is keeping on waiting chance to turning back for each others .. and we keep pretend nothing happen between us and everthings gonna be fine.. But the fact is we already broke up since last 2 years .. What the hell really happen ? Can someone explain to me .. 2 years but I still can't erase all the moments on my mind .. Isn't something happen to me ? Why I can't let it go since two of us already agree to separate for each others and find ours own happiness .. And I know I'm not this kind of gals .. But the fact is I really love this guy more than words and I can't explain it ..
Since I have my own life,so do U .. Why I'm still like that ? It's really hard to explain .. I should wake up from this dream .. The truth is I have my own happiness , so do him .. Why I'm still not happy with my life now ? Why I'm still will feel sad whenever he sad too .. Why whenever I got trouble , I will call U .. WHY WHY ? Why when I hear that he have another partner of life ,my tears straight away drop .. Why I'm sad ? … I'm regret but at the same time i'm happy with my life too .. Why u told me u will be my side no matter what ,why when I'm crying u is the one who come and find me and comfort me . And u know what time he come ? It's 5am .. And tommorow he and I oso have to working .. Whenever I meet him,I'm happy enough .. Don't worry ,everythings is over and game over … no point for us to turning back .. I will still live happily without U ..no worries .. Cheeers !!! I can do it without u ..
And I'm really gonna to be lonely soon .. My bf is goin to australia soon for 3 years .. Why ? everybody is leaving me .. I need u , u know .. I need ur support .. I'm tired of love and everythings .. I have to start all over again with my ownself .. Am I really a bad gf ? I don't want to stop our destiny like this only.. just because u goin to australia .. But no choice,seems like I really have to separate with u … who can lend me a shoulder whenever I'm sad and crying ? Who can make me happy whenever I'm down ? So,start from today , no sweet love and promises .. Coz it's only will give me a blank hope .. I will start my new life on myself .. Stand by myself .. What I lose , is making me success in future .. Don't worry ..i can !!!life is short and once , so I will make it sweet as possible ! Cheer !!!

I'M STRESS , BEGINNING OF STRESS HOUR

2009-08-28T12:15:00.002+08:00

I wanna shout out loud !! I'm totally stress enough .. Should I go to Australia to work for 3 years ?? And I don't have permit or either anything .. I can't sleep for 3 days and eat .. It totally suffer me lots .. I even eat some medicine and drink some cough medicine to make me sleep .. I'm only 20 .. I don't want to missed this change .. But at the same time , I'm scared enough .. I didn't dare to take the first step .. How am I gonna survive ... This is called human life ..

PRESENT

2009-08-19T15:01:00.006+08:00

Bought a new handphone .. Nothing special , too many function , too difficult to use .. And I'm lazy to search it ..

Hmmm , sure wondering why the present that I bought is babies stuff .. Coz the main reason I go to Melaka is someone gift birth .. So ,decided to buy babies things to the baby .. HEHE .. and I'm excited to see the babies .. Will took a lot of pic. , don't worry .. Because I oso did'nt saw before the babies .. So ,I haven't pack my stuff yet ... Will go there on this Saturday ..

2009-08-17T00:12:00.012+08:00

Wearing a mask when working .. HAHA ..

Sorry reader's !

for the late update , forgive me =)

I was so busy to blog , so i decided to put my blog into private for a period .. Hmmm , boought a new hp .. will post it on a next blog .. Will be on Melaka and Tangkak next week .. Cuti cuti again .. Goods .. Bought some present , and i oso will post it on next blog .. Really busy nowdays until I did'nt have time to blog .. Promise my daddy next week will go and climb mountain with him when coming this weekend for some activities outdoor .. But,seems that I have to cancelled it , and I already postphone it for 3 weeks .. GOSH , but I really wanna go there badly .. Wanna report my daily life now , I'm working everyday except weekends .. Cut down all my shopping expenses .. But , last saturday only I go to saloon to do some hair treatment .. =="

THE TRUTH IS

2009-08-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

I'm work hard on everythings , right now ..